haha long time no typing

yea i havent been on in sooo long i have been on myspace so much... if you actually read this then talk to me cuz i havent talked to people in forever... well IM me my screen name is denial4thedead yea i need some new people to talk to.... so yea talk later i promise...

love y'all
deana-anne

hey people Im bored and I barely have anything to say so like comment me and tell me how your life is and I will tell you how mine is!!

xoxoxoxoxo Deana <33333333333's y'all!!

Currently Listening Louder Now By Taking Back Sunday MakeDamnSure see related

I LOVE LOUIE GRIFFITH!!!! ssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhh don't tell!!

Hey people Im bored and yea!! Here are some things that have been bothering me!!:  

- there is a lot of people who just wont leave me alone lately!! they bother me all the time weather it be talking about me behind my back, wont stop talking at all, or just wont stop following me around!!

- so yea that is one thing that is bothering me another is the people that scream in your ear when you have a head ache OMFG I was about to hit this one kid right in the fucking nuts cuz he wouldn't stop screaming!!

- Another is these people that ask what time it is every other minute I JUST TOLD YOU BUDDY NOT LIKE IT HAS BEEN A HOUR FROM THEN!!!

- omg and another thing people need to stop trying to be something they are not there is this girl that wont stop saying how depressed she is and if you met her you know the only reason she said that was to fit in but she is not in any way depressed!!

- another is stupid people answering questions they don't know!!! okay we are readin shakspear in school and this kid raises his hand to answer the question and the teacher calls on him and he says ",OH I don't know the answer I just wanted to seem smart! I can't understand this stuff!" OH MY GOD!!! I thought that was PRICELESS!! I started cracking up laughing and nobody else was and my teacher was like okay then don't raise your hadn and Deana stop laughing and I couldn't so I got sent out of the room for the first time the whole year!! lmfao

- another is people say that they listen to an emo band when all they listen to is like HANSON or something like that I hate that!!

- Oh and the nerds that try to act cool omg if you saw these people you would not say that Im mean you would agree!!

- Also those people that pretend to be your friends but they're not!! okay either your my friend or not make up your mind!!

well gotta go but I will update later love y'all!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Deana <3333333333's y'all  

Poems by me!!

Keep friends Close to your heart

Keep friends close to your heart

If you don’t you will fall apart

I have been there before

Fighting, yelling, and hatred galore

I have been there many times

Through crying, begging, and all sorts of crimes

I cannot tell, I cannot say

I have kept them secrets to this very day

Death, drugs, and alcohol

Sobbing, betraying, and most of all

Fighting is the worst there is by far

Especially the ones that leave a scar

A scar on you heart

It’s hard to go through so please don’t start

This is a warning to you all

If you start you will fall

Fall apart, so please don’t start

Because you don’t want to be the one with a scar left on your heart

Dance of Love

The touch of his hand on my side

With his feelings he cannot hide

As we dance across the floor

With bliss, grace, and love galore

I feel there is nothing I can do

To stop this feeling that may be true

For this is a love I cannot keep

Like hiding from a monster that does not sleep

But as we dance

At his sweet face, I glance

I look away really quick

So he doesn’t see the look in my eyes

The look he would recognize

For yes I do love him, it is true

But this love my father doesn’t approve

As I move swiftly holding his hand

This love my father doesn’t understand

As we dance this dance of love

The only thing I hear

Is the music’s sweet sound

I feel way above the sky so clear

Way above the cloud

But as the music slows to stop

And as our eyes meet

I feel this hope just suddenly drop

I see his feelings oh so sweet

I can’t look away from his eyes

Those eyes that could hypnotize

This love will never fall apart

Because you will always be close to my heart.

Bold, Clear, and True

He holds my heart with his hand

I wish I could stop it, but I can’t

The love in his eyes is true

In those eyes of beautiful blue

I feel as if my heart will explode

I feel my brain in a different mode

These feelings I’ve never felt

Like cards that have never been dealt

I feel as if everything is frozen in time

As if, this feeling is an awful crime

These feelings he does realize

Will be forever in our lives

I love him with all my heart, I do

And I feel he loves me that way too

This feeling is like a wonderful dream

Like a new land that has never been seen

And with these words written on my heart

I see us two being torn apart

And with a really soft voice I hear him say

“Please my love remember this day

The day I tell you bold clear and true

That I have and always will love you!”

Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree [Limited "Black Clouds and Underdogs" Edition] By Fall Out Boy A little Less sixteen candles a little more touch me!! see related

hey people sorry I did update when I got home it was like 11 oclock!! lol so yea we went shopping and I didn't even spend time with her I was with my cousin all the time!! and yea it was fun!!!!

Deana xoxoxoxoxoxoxx